Living in fear So what's new today at war with emotions For me, it will stay. Darkened hours all day never any light battle the demons Lose the fight. Who are these people free in my head giving me terror Wishing me dead? Medication stems it but only for a while the language atrocious Deadly and vile. Do it he says a hundred times a day never giving me peace It is all he can say. What is with this torment give me a break this is for real no, it's not fake. Never the sunshine like a moth to light they want to overcome me Constantly fight. The only peace you will get is when it finally ends then the torment finally over at least it all depends.
April 2018
My Poetry. War of the World.
Women, children scrap for food
in desolate craters of land
waste ground for miles, havoc everywhere
it's getting out of hand.
Are we so stupid we all want war?
why do we have to fight?
weapons of mass destruction loom
no peace or harmony in sight.
Is our planet doomed to mass destruction
as the fighting never ends
everyday is nearer the time
that everyone openly defends.
Tyrants kill and never see reason
for their own greedy satisfaction
while the people die or live in fear
societies must take action.
Democracy has to live and feed
on the people it represents
or chaos will loom for every man
for the powers to be content.
Will we ever see that fateful day
when the World will be as one
to wake each day in harmony
to the same bright beautiful sun.
My Poetry. Alzheimers.
I visit you regularly
your still my mam
your memory is faltering
You think I am Pam.
Your hair has turned Grey
you look somewhat older
the staff are so clinical
business-like, cold shoulder
You remember the times
when you were a child
but the present escapes you
And it drives you wild.
The outside is strange
you cry when your out
you’re constantly on medication
What’s this all about?
Bedtime is a nightmare
your mind wanders on
you can’t remember your kids
From Jack to Dawn!
Your Grandkids miss you
especially your smile
always asking for you
Every once in a while.
You are still loved and cherished
by family and friends
and will be forever
Till the pain finally ends!